
It’s bedtime. My husband is sound asleep next to me, my dog just audibly snoring under the bed. I had coffee after 6:00 pm. I knew better, but I just couldn’t let my mom waste my portion of ‘Joe that she’d prepared for me as I was getting ready to bid my goodbyes at her house earlier that evening. I lay in bed with my eyes closed (as humans do when we need to fall asleep) but inside, my mind does not submit to the stillness that I am trying to outwardly express by closing my eyes and waiting to fall asleep. Thoughts of the past week, the day, and the coming week just race through my mind, replaying scenarios that I could have responded to better, and anticipating future scenarios where I am the better person. Though the room is dark, I can see and hear each part of this locomotive in living color, and there is no stopping this train of thought on my own. Tossing and turning I try to find a comfortable position to finally park this train, until suddenly I remember! I am not of this world. Worrying will NOT add a single day to my life. All of a sudden these doubts and worries are replaced with affirmations from the word of God and I am met with the tender peace that stops the train in its tracks and escorts me to sleep.
I am not of this world. This kind of thought disruption is not a natural response of mine, rather it is a result of cultivating my relationship with God; inviting Him to be part of my life in such a way that is as deep as my thought processes. As I have been revisiting my last blog post and studying what Jesus meant when He was talking about what the will of the Father is, I read back over the couple chapters prior to Matthew 7 where we left off. Here, Jesus gave one of the greatest sermons ever preached. Some may know it as the Sermon on the Mount. Jesus said Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. A couple verses later we see similar language used again saying, everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. As I read over “these words” of Jesus, I began to see one common thread in regards to the will of the Father: the Kingdom of God is His mission for humanity.
Jesus is looking to know us more than He is looking for perfection. Getting to know Him requires spending time with Him in His word and in prayer. To know the word of God is to know Jesus. He desires for us to seek the will of His Father, God and the way to do this is to first invite His Holy Spirit to help us understand what His will is. Second, we must discipline ourselves to redirect our thoughts to be focused on His Kingdom. In Matthew 5-6, Jesus gives us the blueprint to what He intended this life to look like by the economy of the heavenly realm. He shows us what it means to navigate this world by His principles. By our standards, we know not to murder, not to steal, not to cheat on our spouses, to forgive our enemies, etc. Jesus takes it a step further and says that if anyone is angry with a brother or sister they are subject to judgment; if a man even looks at a woman lustfully he has committed adultery; let your yes be yes and your no be no, anything more is from the evil one; love your enemies [paraphrased]. It seems as though He is presenting the impossibility to live rightly. But may I propose that what He is saying is to live humbly and unassuming of others. The common thread in this reading is that we are to place others above ourselves and not just chase after our own ambitions. He is saying to counter culturally examine our hearts and motives: Why am I being generous? Why am I praying? Why do I post certain things on my social media? Is it for the approval of someone else? Or because I’m being true to what God wants me to do? Is His approval enough for me? And I mean, seriously ask yourselves these questions before God. Perhaps He is inviting us to a life of self-examination, so that we remain with a heart posture that is pure before Him. A life that He truly knows. That when we stand before Him our outward acts of kindness came from an inward posture of humility before Him while we were on earth, before we were ever able to behold His presence with our physical eyes. I believe that Jesus is calling you and me to live with an awareness of His heart for others.
When He shows us how to pray in chapter 6, there is one small blurb of presenting our needs. That’s it. ONE LINE. The rest of this model for prayer is seeking the will of God. Is there a place to ask of the Lord? Of course there is; I would not suggest otherwise. I just find it interesting that the Lord’s prayer is laced with yearning for a Kingdom of which we cannot see. It starts with praising God and giving thanks without even saying “me” or “I”. It goes on to say Your kingdom come, Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Pause! From this I understand that we can see His Kingdom ON EARTH while we are STILL HERE. Could this mean that His Kingdom is manifested through us, His people, as we submit ourselves to Him? Could this mean that we can actually see peace where we live and work? I think Jesus, praying for the Kingdom of God to come on earth as it is in Heaven, knew that there is so much more than meets the eye, and He is welcoming us into this level of relationship with Him! He goes on to say, Give us today our daily bread… This is the one part of the prayer that focuses on our physical needs after we have praised God and asked for his Kingdom come and His will to be done on earth. The rest of the prayer reads, And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. The rest of this instruction on prayer focuses on the posture of our hearts. It is a position of repentance; turning from sinful ways. Not just once, but to remain in that place our whole lives. This prayer focuses on healing our hearts through the forgiveness of God and realigning ourselves with His will. When I read this, my heart is burdened with the desire to always want to come to the throne room of Heaven with humility and not entitlement.
The will of God for us is simple. Seek Him. Love Him with your whole heart; the kind of love that can only come from spending time with someone. Second, love others. Put them before yourselves. As you grow in your love for the Lord, He fills you with compassion for others. He gives the ability to love the unlovable. I pray as you know God you grow in confidence that He knows you, and His Kingdom is readily available to you.
I know that for many, this type of relationship with God is beyond comprehension. I want you to know that He made this lifestyle available to ALL MEN when Jesus came to earth and died on the cross. He did it for me and He did it for you. Repent of your sins and believe in Jesus, and He is faithful to forgive you.
Welcome to the Kingdom!









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